Give me a day to recuperate from my fatigue, I need to keep myself alive to pursue my dreams.
seems too sad for me to bear.
The melancholy that plays on incessantly,
running on and on and on.
Sitting by the waters,
a rivulet stretching across the land.
An elegy written in interminable verses,
Never ending, and never ending still.
One day, I'll wake up,
to find myself in a world of no boundaries.
Edify me of the meaning,
of infinity, a number without limits.
Today, I draw the sign of infinity,
on a piece of paper.
Staring at this emblematic symbol,
the drab misery rushing through my heart,
like a torrent still.
"Let there be place,
a place where limits are absent,
and boundaries are nothing but dust.
In this infinite expanse, release your water of sadness.
Let it spread out and inundate this place.
If its not enough, keep adding.
Pour out everything you have,
like a ferine beast chafing against the constrains of nature."
At one point you may stop,
"What is of this land?
Only of this limitless expanse,
can it ever conquer my sadness."
Infinity is not far from us, my friend.
It's in the topic sentence of this elegy.
Today, and in this very moment, I begin my musing.
Somewhere, far beyond my reach of perception and imagination.
Settled a hallow on earth.
Let this be the closest place to heaven that anyone ever conceived of.
A paragon of beauty.
A pride of ebullience.
More are to come,
From this land, so rimless in such a bounded world.
Where, oh where,
Can I find this place?
I sailed through the seas and oceans.
Hovered over the lands.
Auspicious and optimistic at first,
Before that adulterated and desiccated scenes.
Plain melancholy projected on my head.
My eyes scintillating.
The beams reflected towards the corners of this world.
Then I flew, flew, and flew.
Nothing was left in a form of consciouness.
It seemed to me.
A lucid fact.
Turn somber my face and skin.
Turn callous my body and mind.
Relish the time.
Voracious is my soul.
The only paradise is in my heart.
We are running to fast.
Hey, as we called. Stop, you're running too fast.
And yet its too fast for us to decelerate.
It is a calculation not including velocity.
Not including displacement.
Not including time.
There's no v=u+at.
Death is waiting at the other side of the road.
Perhaps we are a car moving in constant velocity,
and that we accelerate whenever we favor,
Yet, life is no arbitrary and free.
Soon, as we went out of control.
The scene of an obstacle, a truck old man, little girl or what ever it was.
Came into mind.
The 0.2s of reaction time does not helps.
Panic and palpitating.
Stamping on the brake.
Endeavor to shorten the braking distance,
Abruptly the laws of physics came into mind.
Then the laws of life.
Soon realizing that all the four physics equation are defying you.
The stopping distance in too large.
"And the light leaves your eyes."
As you put a line to a reckless, trivial and mundane journey.
in a scintillating sea of colossal mass,
yet of benign character,
as its waves chafing against my body,
flushing of water whispering beside my ears,
Quieter and quieter as it goes,
Lucid it is in my mind,
the sound of nature,
magnanimous, omnipotent still,
kind enough to mercy my soul,
that in such a peaceful world it is, that I am in,
Torments and contrite follow my path,
As the sempiternal saying of the sea refers to,
"My dear, my dear. Pitiful you are.
Dormant in your own universe.
Restricted in your idle state.
Take a drop of my blessing still.
Bestir and meet me at the far earth's end."
I have two Youtube channels. One is my very personal account which is idle (I can still remember the password, though). It is "Shing Hei Lam", the same name as the google account I use in this blog. There is also the "lam volcanolam" one, which I often use to upload music videos. It is more active and has more features. I hope you can support my channels and listen to the mv I post.
I have a simple website used to store web materials: http://volcanolam.comxa.com
Thank you for reading! Follow my blog to find more new exciting contents!
There are a couple of things.
First, I'm not a native English speaker. I come from Hong Kong( Yay!), and the english level in Hong Kong has been deteriorating in a rapid rate these years (too sad), especially in the teenager age group, in which I am in. Recent years I've been trying to improve my English skills. I memorized vocabs. I read classical novels. I type formal words on Facebook. Although all these came into effect and propel me to one of the better english students in my school, I believe there are still many to learn, for I still can't be comparing myself with students from other countries. You may even see grammar mistakes and awkwardly-sounded sentences in my posts. I hope you can accept this because I am improving!
Secondly, I wrote books. I wrote a few, but I didn't published them. I do not have the intrepidity to face humiliation and disparagement. Perhaps I often compared myself to those great authors in the books I read. I do not favor modern novels. I think the old, classic ones possess more vocabulary and good sentence patterns, and more in which I can learn from. Due to this reason I always push myself to the limits, swallowing vocabulary and spit them out, thinking for a whole while before writing down every sentence. It isn't good. I want to do more in my books. I want to ameliorate my attitude of writing. Therefore, I see this blog a brilliant chance to achieve this goal.
Thirdly, I love blogs. I believe blogs are something else, even though its popularity has been diminishing year by year, it is something more treasured than Facebook and Whatsapp and those other communication medias. In blogs, you really write. I don't know what the situation is in other countries, but in Hong Kong it seemed like there are no actual communication at all in actual life. Even in those communication sites, the conversations are frivolous and trivial. Real conversations can be developed in blogs.
So now, that's all I would like to say. In the future, I will begin to write more and more on this blog. I will try to captivate my readers with special and enticing things, and also to talk about my personal beliefs and etc. Thank you and feel free to follow my blog!
P.S. I'll try increase my sense of humor:)